Tuesday, March 31, 2009

What Brings Me Joy...

My Doodlebugs make me smile each and everyday. The joy is unspeakable. Being a Mother is the only thing I have ever wanted to do. The pictures below are missing Doodlebug #2 and #4...my evens...but they both got their own post in February cause they had birthday's. Sooooo, here are doodlebugs #1,#3, and #5...my odds. My joys!
Grant (5 months)
McKenna Rose

Grant and Mommy
My Little Goof Ball (Grant's new look)
Ema Moore

So there you have it...I so desire to do "right" by my children. Truly they are my greatest joy and accomplishments.

When there are no comforting words....

What do you do? I have basically been consumed with baby Stellan for a week now. My heart aches at what MckMama is going through. Jen and I have e-mailed each other twice. Although, at this point, "I am praying", "Still on my knees", "Hang in there", "Don't give up", and the infamous, "Oh, I am so sorry" just sounds plain stupid.
I can not, nor will I ever in a million years try to ACT like I even know what she is going through. I am sad, sad that I don't see God moving (at least how I want Him to), yet I still am not wavering that He is Almighty, and only He can move on Stellan's behalf. If you have not grabbed Stellan's button please do so. Please pray. Please put him and Jennifer on the prayer list in your church, home groups, MOPS, etc...
If you haven't seen Stellan's gallery, be thinking of some way creative to display his precious name and get it to Jen. The Chief and I are thinking hard of some way, to do it ourselves, and creatively.
So here I am and this is where I am...I will end this post the same way I end every e-mail I send MckMama:
Expecting Nothing less than a Miracle!

Monday, March 23, 2009

Calling on the heavenlies....

If anyone is still reading my neglected blog...please pray for the MCK. Mck Mamma needs prayers now more than ever before....flood the heavenlies people and please get the word out!
Stellen, be healed in Jesus Holy Name! I speak to your heart and command it to come in line with God's kingdom.

Sunday, March 15, 2009

I am not dead....

with that being said, stay tuned. I am gonna make a come back!!!!